Damn it- Random thoughts

-It's amazing how one small thought can lead you down a very dangerous path. I am my own worst enemy.

-I need to get out of my own head for a while. I have too much free time that goes into worrying, thinking, over thinking, stressing out, and basic emotional self-destruction. I need a hobby or something.

-Everyone I know seems to be doing something with their lives this summer, and I've done nothing. I don't make enough money, I'm not very talented and I'm not feeling particularly creative lately. 

-I like a girl who is 300 miles away. I'm supposed to skype with her this week. I'm going to do it, I'm going to ask her out and tell her how I feel, I have to. If I don't, I just prove to myself how chicken shit and worthless I am.

-I need to go to the gym or atleast start eating better. I haven't put on any weight, thank God, but I'm not exactly in shape or anything.

-I should go to the park and work on my frisbee throws. My back hand needs work and my forehand is non-existent. 

- Why am I always so scared and nervous of doing things that could be good for me?

-My luck just never seems to change, and when it seems like it's going to, one piece of news just bites me in the ass